.Thursday, October 9, 2008 ' 11:21 AM Y
& rainbow crayons over me
im feeling really emo today.no idea why.BUT!today was the LAST day of my exams!haha.so that means that im free for the rest of the year.
i was supposed to get my braces today.but there was a mistake in my appointment and the dentist accidentally changed it to ytd and my mum was super pissed when she realised and scolded the nurse at the the dental clinic (: super scary.so now im going to get my braces next wed at 4.wish me good luck!help me decide the colours kae?i noe the first time its going to be
orange and
brown.then
baby pink.then
baby blue.then
lime green.and i dunno the rest.im probably have to wear my braces for about 2years and after that retainers.anyw,really scared cos of the pain.i have quite a low pain tolerance level.my orthodontist says it does not hurt.but the nurse says that it hurts.some of my friends says that i does not hurt.some of them says that i hurts real bad...im seriously very scared and nervous.
yesterday,while i was eating dinner,my separator came out and i ate it...i hope i dun die,although my orthodontist said it was ok to eat the separator if it came out.
i think im seriously falling sick.you noe during all my exams i was FREEZING.can you believe it?and im not even sitting near a fan.and its not cos of cold sweat.if i fall sick and pass my sickness to my sis she's going to murder me.her Os start in 2wks and she carn afford to fall sick.you know smth sarrie?actually if you fall sick now its ok.cos u wun miss sch cos your sch ends tmr and you definately would be able to recover in time.anyw DUN BE DEPRESSED!eat all your yummy food before bern eats it all up for you! (: hehe.anyw,
JIA YOU SARRIE!MUG LIKE SIAO!meanwhile i can slack till the end of the year.BE JEALOUS SARRIE!I KNOW YOU ARE (:i used to think that if i were like them, they would like me. now i realised i was wrong.
i did not know who my friends were and they left me when i changed.
now, all i want is for things to go back to how it was last time.
but now, it is all a distant memory haunting me.
now i am alone and i regret it.
i am sorry.
please.
